A few weeks ago we had Banner's dedication at church. I loved this with both boys, giving them back to God and making a statement as a family that we will lead them in the way that we know is right. But this dedication was a little more emotional for me.
When I was about 24 weeks pregnant we found out that the doctor was seeing a few things that were not normal in the ultrasounds. One kidney was swollen, or much bigger than the other. My husband and I had a lot of emotions going on, and were really unsure of what was going on. We were told the issues were not severe and that he would be born like a normal baby but may have issues that we would have to take care of as he grows. When you are pregnant you never expect to hear anything is wrong with the life growing inside of you. We prayed and cried, and just gave it to God and asked for His will in our baby's life.
He was born big and healthy and no issues on the outside. At the hospital we still had no questions answered and were told we would have to see a specialist. He was started on antibiotics and we went last week to see that specialist. Still no answers. The doctor said we needed more tests done.
With all of that being said, I am tired of depending on the doctors for answers. I am tired of being pushed from one place to the next to get an answer. I am tired of my 2 month old taking antibiotics. We gave him to God and asked for his will, and that is exactly what we will have!
Amen! :)
Posted by: Jessica W. | September 01, 2010 at 09:57 AM